Blood in the Water

My blood’s in the water. My financial blood that is. I have this feeling that somewhere below me, there are a lot of teeth that want to increase the amount. Many mouths, that if they weren’t underwater would be salivating at the thought of my precious green blood flowing out on azure waves.

Its not a secret that everyone makes money off of us. Do you ever feel like your somewhere in a small pod, like in the “Matrix”? Like the banks and credit card companies are the harvesters? No? Ok scratch that last comment, In addition to slight A.D.D. I am also on the verge of insanity. You mean this knife? No I wasn’t thinking…. *cough*. So I suppose the only way to not feel like this is to not owe them anything. I’m trying.

So as I put on my other page, I am trying a few other things to make some extra cash. I keep bidding on some freelance design projects. Haven’t got to much going on as far as that goes, but I am going to make an extra $1000 this month from two websites I have put together. I am working on my own for my design company, Form Designs, but when it comes to my own work I am a perfectionist so I have scrapped at least a box car load of ideas. So with part of the money I have to buy a new phone. And pay for XM radio for this period. I know, I know. I should just cancel it and start saving and investing that money. But seriously, have you LISTENED to normal am/fm radio lately? I mean there are more commercials on there than paparazzi photos of Britney Spears. So that will be the last to go. I will let it go if I have to. Thats a big if.

Well thats really all I have to update today. Next week I will be working on 3 more websites. I’ll post them. One is for a church so I am not really going to charge to much-so I will have to rely on some more freelance stuff to get more dough. That and I need to stop spending money eating lunch at fast food or restaurants. See, I know how to SAVE and all that jazz. It’s just doing it that is difficult. It’s like my minds that good angel and tells me what not to do, but the bad angel controls my body. So until I exorcise myself and get that straightened out I’ll do my best. Thanks for reading people. Have a fabulous day. See you tomorrow.